kebimbangan anakk-anak masa kini

banyak perkara yang bermain di otak fikiran bila tengok anak-anak muda sekrang. banyak bende yang negatif keluar dr otak kanan yg cube merasionalkan keadaan semasa. tgk je lah sekelilingkite macam2 masalah psl budak zaman sekarang boleh kite jumpe kat tv kat radio kat surat khabar kat shopping mall kat tandas kat hotel kat tasik isk isk semua tempat ade. tp satu tempat yg mungkin ramai tak sedar adalah punca masalah sosial zaman sekarang. tempat tu adalah internet. mungkin ramai ug tak sedar masalah remaja zaman kini adalah hasil drpd globalisasi yg dicang-canangkan. dan alat yg digunakan utk mengglobalkan dunia ini adalah internet.. macam-,aca, ada. sebbbagai contoh kalau kita tanya bdak shuffle tepi jln dr mana diorang belaja shuffling..diorang ckp youtube. pastuh kalau laa kite tanye siapa artis yg kene tangkap basah semalam, diorang akan ckp..kejap nk google..dan lagi kali kite tanye gossip sekolah terkini dr mane nk tau..kata diorang bukaklah facebook, friendster sume boleh tau.. tapi apa yg remaja ini semua tak tahu adalah bahaya nyer internet niee..diorang tak sedar betapa byk perkara durjana yg terselit dlm penggunaan internet mereka..ini kerana dr segi umur mereka lebih byk berfikir menggunakan emosi.. satu perkara yg saya nk tekan kan kat sini adalah berkenaan jenayah siber yg kt msia ni tak heran pun..bygkan lah sekarang bdak sekolah dh pandai bercouple dgn org lebeih tua..dr mane mereka kenal agaknya..duit plak tuh skrg melambung-lambung..perut pun nnt termengandung..ini yg aku risau ni kalau ikut statistik mmg seram kejadian anak luar nikah dah naik mendadak..gila pastuh buang plak merata2 gila lg..nk salahkan siapa? bila terbaca kes2 mcm ginni makin kerap aku rase sbg cikgu aku perlu buat sesuatu, aku nk tlg aku nk selamatkan budak2 ni..untuk ketika ini aku rasa aku boleh tlg dgn bgtau kat org luar sane supaya jagalah diri masing2 jgn sampai tterjebak.fikirlah ddulu sebelum buat sesuatu tindakan...menyesal kemudia tak berguna....yg susah nnt diri kau sendiri jgn lah nk harap bole tanggung dgn org lain..kat aakhirat nnt dosa pahala kita, mmg kita yg punya tak ada sharing2nyer..maka apa salahnya korang pk jugak macam tu kat dunia ..??

What the hell?

Beyonce's concert is being postponed to another date which would only be announced soon???? ARGH. It reminded me so much of the time where Christina Aguilera's concert was being cancelled last minute due to her pregnancy. But for this time, didn't even know the reason behind the postponement! They said its because of her agent company.. WHATEVER...

It's like God doesn't want me to go for any concerts... It's a sign, I guess? Shouldn't I be listening?.. And dear friend you're not helping by saying it all happened cos of me. Haha. >_<

Sigh, I pitied my friends whom just bought the tickets today and was SO excited to go and see her performing live. All the anxiety and anticipation for this weekend to come .. SIGH~ now I have nothing to look forward to.. maybe can go for karaoke perhaps? Just to compensate the feeling of frustration! ARGHHH I'm such a "bad lucker" (is there even such a word??)



>_<

A lot of shits going on.

Will they be there for me.. like what I did to them?

They asked for my help..but at the end of the day, I'm still the "bad guy".


I bet when it's my turn.. there's even no one who gives a shit. Why do I care so much? When they don't even give a shit about me.

I remembered I used to care each one of them so much. Their feelings, what I can do to make them feel happy... BUT now it hit me, they never care about how I feel, They NEVER asked... nor I doubt they even think bout it.

So at the end of the day, I decided.. Maybe I should care less. Or just don't give a shit.

Shitznit. I hate me.

private tuition

selamat menyambut hari raya aidilfitri

maaf zahir dan batin

daripada "the story of us"

I am of no importance.

Alhamdulillah..

Yet another entry of wishing all Muslims Salam Ramadhan, and Happy Fasting =)

This would be the first puasa, and terawih with my family in Malaysia after three years in NZ!

Try to make it as fulfilling as possible, InsyaAllah.

Grateful to the Almighty for giving me another chance to feel the blessing of yet another coming Ramadhan .. and of course, Hari Raya. Syukur sangat :)

Selamat Bersahur!